LoNeLiNeSs…

have you ever feel lonely? when was that? why do you feel lonely?
i used to be lonely. i felt lonely when everybody around ignore and not realize my existence. at that time i feel sad and dejected. i’m always think why my life is always like this. it can’t be denied that i’m always do everything  alone  with nobody  at my side- no friends- just me. myself. but it’s not enough to be the reason they threw me away. luckily there was a few people really understanding me. it made my life meaningful.
thank you very much my invalueable friends…=)

relationship

people like to travel. when they traveled, they met and made friends with the people at that place. when time past, they may have to go back to their hometown. it seem that they have break the relation with their friends, but it’s not over yet. relationship between human is quite difficult to keep. it’s because we have to understand other people positions and situations. if we can’t the relation may over. we have to act nice and be polite so that they don’t run away. don’t ever force or manipulate them because they have put their trust to us.

perhaps with that, the relationship will continue forever even if we had died

i’M LuCkY

not all people as lucky as me. i’m lucky because i’ve such a peaceful family. our parents have developed the relation between the family members since we’re innocent little child. it’s not easy to build the relation because it took a long time to be developed. but the product is superb. we care, we love, we close, and we support each other. actually it can’t be expressed into words. i’m always pray that our family will live happily ever after and the relation can be continued in the paradise, insya-ALLAH.

mOnEy MaTtErS

do you love money? i love money, but don’t misinterprete. it’s true that nowadays we have to use money in all aspects of our life. people tend to think that without money they can’t do anything. but for me there is restriction; don’t ever be a money servant (hamba duit) because it will never enough even we have a mountain of gold. please bear in mind that we are Allah’s servants. we have many responsible to carry. we have to be grateful for everything HE gives to us because all of our earn (rezeki) are given by ALLAH. there are many ways to show our gratefullness to ALLAH

• don’t leave pray (solah)
• always pray (doa)
• always remember (zikr)
• read al-Qur’an

( firman Allah: " katakanlah wahai Muhammad bahawa sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku dan matiku hanyalah kerana ALLAH…)

mY aMbItIoNs…

people always talk about their dreams, but for me dreams always not come
true. so, ambition is more relevant for me. it’s because to achieve our
ambition, we’ll work harder and more focus towards it. these are part of my
ambitions:

• get Master and Phd in geology
       field
• become an expert geologist
• build my own firm
• open a huge animal farm and
       become a meat supplier
• have a big happy family
       (usrah sakinah)

FiNaLly…

at last after 3 months waiting, i get my  PETRONAS sponsorship. i’m very happy. before this i’ve suffering from many obstacles. it’s like hell that time. but now, i feel like i’ve entered the beautiful and wonderful paradise. but i’ve to bear in minds not to enjoy with that money. it’s a responsible given by PETRONAS to me. i have to study and learn lots of thing, so that i can payback by working with them. insya-Allah for 6 years

kanashimi wo yasashisa ni

kanashimi wo yasashisa ni; turning sadness into kindness 

Ramadhan al-Mubarak

Ramadhan is a month when all muslims all over the earth fasting. It is the month full of barakah. the  door of jannah (paradise) is opened wide while the door of an-nar (hellfire) is closed. as a muslim we should take this advantage to amplify or increase our amal ibadah to Allah s.w.t The Almighty. we should avoid something that is worthless and can decrease our pahala. If not, the arrival of Ramadhan give nothing to us…
we have to control our an-nafs (n; do safsu- in Malay) during this month. it is a big test for us as we all have high desire on many things; food, material etc.
last but not least, i hope that Ramadhan this year will be better the last Ramadhan.

what’s friend mean to me

for me friend and true friend is 2 different kind of people. friend is not always there when we are in difficulties. they only manipulate us when we lead a comfortable life. they make us as tools for their advantage.
but true friend is a people who are always there whenever we need them, and wherever we go. they always give us morale boost and cheer up when we feel sad. they support us in every aspect and field. they make us feel comfortable when they are wih us. actually it’s more than that.
that’s why it’s hard to find a true friend.

mY fRiEnDs

i don’t like other people. i have few friends and can be counted by fingers unlike others, they have lots of fiends. since i was a kid, i’ve only a few friend. although i met people and make friends, our friendship is not last forever- we lost contact. i wanna keep our friendship, but it looks like everyting is against me especially my old friends at primary school. but now  i’ve make several efforts to rebuild the relation… thanks to someone that remembered me about my other friends.

i don’t wanna lose friends anymore.