keberkatan rezeki dan ilmu

February 28th, 2007

assalamualaikum w.b.t

bismillahirrahmannirrahim…

firstly i’ve to admit that i’m incomplete.

kita semua selalu berdoa supaya ilmu dan rezaki yang diperolehi mendapat keberkatan ALLAH s.w.t.

akan tetapi sejauh mana usaha kita ke arahnya.

semasa pensyarah mengajar di depah dewan kuliah,

kita sibuk ulangkaji, siapkan kerja, berbual, dll.

i admit that sometimes i feel sleepy during lectures,

but i’ve try my best to concentrate on the lecturers’ explanation,

because i know although i don’t even understand them, i’ve to try to concentrate.

the reason is i want to get the ‘keberkatan ilmu dan termasuk dalam senarai dalam doa pensyarah’.

this is only my view.

the other thing is ‘keberkatan rezeki’

do we realized what are we doing during exam?

try to cheat, copy answer, and other things.

do we know that our action can affect us one day?

let’s see

for example a person who always cheating during exam.

whether they succeed or not, they’ll get a permanent job base on their qualification and exam grade.

i want to ask do their ‘rezeki berkat’?

i should answer it NO.

kerana segala rezeki yang dia dapat itu berpunca daripada keputusan yang diperoleh dalam peperiksaan…

… dan semasa peperiksaan dia menipu dan selalu meniru.

adakah kita nak bagi makan kepada mak bapak, anak bini kita dengan rezeki yang tidak berkat?

orang2 selalu pesan TEPUK DADA TANYA IMAN jangan tanya selera kerana selera ikut nafsu.

kesimpulannya KAWAL NAFSU kita.

i know we all want a good result for our exam paper. i’ve to admit it.

but sometimes there is some questions we don’t know the answer, and we worried.

but what is our next step. STEP will determine our fate in the FUTURE.

for me if i don’t know the answer, be calm firstly, be patient and try to recall it back. baca SELAWAT.

if we still don’t get it what can we do.

remember SETIAP SESUATU YANG BERLAKU ITU PASTI ADA HIKMAH yang terselindung.

it doesn’t matter if i got low mark because it just NUMBER, and it is not more than just a variable depend on our EFFORTS.

ok then.

what are my thoughts about other people?

February 27th, 2007

assalamualaikum…

bismillahirrahmannirrahim

setiap kali aku ke tempat baru aku selalu merasakan semua orang disekelilingku hebat2 belaka.

tak kisahlah hebat dari segi apa.

tapi asalkan mendatangkan faedah.

aku selalu meletakkan diriku di petak belakang sekali…

kerana aku merasakan diriku ‘is not good enough for that’

sometimes i’m jealous to someone who is better than me,

more skillful and have another specialties that i don’t posses,

but at last it seem alright for me because everyone has their own talent and ’special power’ right?

we, human is not perfect…

we need each other to make our life better.

about education, i always hope that someone is smarter than me,

who can ask question to the lecturer,

who can give opinion,

and anything that can make my mood at high level,

because when someone ask a lecturer about something they don’t understand,

i will try to listen carefully the lecturer’s explanation.

i love to listen.

because sometimes i don’t know what to ask…

and sometimes misread something.

when we cross the friendship’s line unconciously

February 11th, 2007

assalamualaikum w.b.t
selamat sejahtera

macam mana nak mula ni?

ni adalah sebahagian kisah hidupku.
aku suka sangat berkawan dengan budak perempuan lebih daripada lelaki.
tapi aku hanya ingin berkawan dengan diorang.
NOT MORE THAN THAT!!!

but sometimes they misunderstanding it.
aku sayang semua kawan2 aku.
aku sayang diorang dengan menzahirkan melalui perbuatan dan tingkah laku aku.
aku ambil berat pasal diorang,
mengetahui perkembangan diorang.

aku tak pernah mintak diorang balas apa2
aku tak pernah mintak diorang jadi girlfriend atau awek aku?
aku cuma nak BERKAWAN dengan diorang.
you know KAWAN! FRIEND! SAHABAT!

tapi aku tau hati perempuan ni
sangat LEMBUT dan SENSITIF.
diorang mudah terasa dengan apa yang kita buat terhadap diorang.

it has been 2 times the girl misunderstood about that.
they angry to me.
i’m a little bit sad, dejected, depressed
i don’t want to make them feel uncomfortable
i don’t wannna lose any of my friends

dalam hidup aku…
takde perkataan awek, bercintan, berkasihan, etc.
it’s a waste of time.

aku selalu ingat pesan papa & mama aku…
“belajar betul2, jangan tinggal sembahyang, baca al-Qur’an selalu”

papa & mama aku TAK PESAN…
” aqib, cari calon menantu untuk papa & mama ok”
papa & mama TAK PESAN MACAM TU! FAHAM TAK?

TAK PESAN!
diulangi, TAK PESAN!

BUT maybe i not control my behaviour towards them.
I NOT BLAME THE GIRL.
i admit my mistake.

SORRY GIRLS if I EVER HURT YOU!
i never meant it.