sayang

May 31st, 2009

aku sangat mudah meyayangi perempuan. sifat sayang ini boleh menimbulkan rasa cemburu dalam hatiku walaupun aku tahu aku ini hanya sebagai seorang kawan. apabila perasaan sayang telah terbit dalam hati, kita mahukan segalanya yang terbaik untuk orang yang kita sayangi even in choosing friends. i don’t want my beloved friends to get together with ‘bad’ guys. i know that i’ve no right to judge people, but my first impression told me that. if they get together, i just can’t withstand it. it’s better for me to not see them by being alone and have some space to relax my mind. i trust my friends. i trust that they can take care of theirselves, but i just can’t trust the guys. i’m a guy and i know what guys thinking!

i never angry or hate my friends, but if they hate me because aku buat perangai, i don’t really care as long as i ask apology from them.

itulah… perasaan amat sayang akan orang yang aku sayangi kadang2 boleh menghancurkan hati dan perasaan aku.

i already knew from the start that we’re just friends, not more than that and even though aku sangat sayang mereka, aku tahu, suatu hari nanti mereka akan meninggalkan aku…